I had another one of those "moments" today... I'd just changed Joslyn's diaper after a feeding, so was holding her to burp her while on my way to wash my hands. Once in the bathroom, I flicked on the light, and caught sight of myself in the mirror with little Joslyn sweetly draped on my shoulder and thought with a laugh "oh shit! I'm a Mom!". It all still feels a little surreal:)
Hopefully you've had a chance to read Pete's posts about the labor & delivery and the first week. He does speak the truth--everything went fantastically with the birth and life as parents has been just awesome since arriving home! Just a few thoughts on the birth from my end:
Hypnobirthing=empowering! It worked beautifully, and I really do think that using these tools is what allowed us to have such a speedy delivery ("speedy" being a relative term!).
Natural (unmedicated) Childbirth=amazing! I'm glad that everything went as we'd hoped and we were able to have the option to go naturally. I'd want it no other way and would do it again in a heart beat! Don't get me wrong, it was difficult--and a bit primal!--but with the hypnosis, I never felt it was more than I could handle. And, at the end of the day, with my ability to feel what my body and the baby were telling me, I could change laboring positions and push in ways that made every contraction so much more fruitful.
Joslyn=beautiful beyond what I'd ever imagined. We have been truly blessed.
This week was my first week home with Baby Jos and Odessa without Pete, my rock. I was a little apprehensive on Monday--with my hormones still on the swing, I was sad to not have Pete with me... But, Joslyn is so darn cute, I was quickly distracted:) Here's our little punkin at bath time on Tuesday:

Jos is breastfeeding exclusively, so my job is to pretty much be "on call" 24/7. It's been going very well--she's a good eater, and from the start, had a pretty good handle on a proper latch. Still, every once in a while, she'll get really excited when she's hungry and with her mouth gaping like a baby bird, she'll be swingin' her arms in front of her face, trying to suck her fists, and latch on to my breast all at the same time! It makes me laugh just thinking about it!!!
As Pete mentioned, we have started to get into a routine with feeding. During the day, she'll go about every 2-2 1/2 hours between meals. At night, she's actually been really good, usually going about 3 1/2-4 hours between meals. And, still, half the time I need to wake her up to eat, especially at night!
This week has been pretty low key, as I am under strict instructions from Kat (our midwife) to not do
"anything" these two weeks to ensure that I have a speedy, complete recovery. Well, you know me and my ability to do "nothing". It is not possible. So, when I spoke with her this week and I told her that I "hadn't been really doing much", she inquired what I considered "much" and then reminded me that my "not much" is decidedly way more than not doing "anything"! UGH!!!! With that coaching in the back of my head, I have made a purposeful attempt--which has been successful!--to follow her orders, and feel great in doing so:) I love and appreciate Pete--he has without pause washed dishes, done load after load of laundry, gone grocery shopping, taken care of Odessa, changed countless really poopy diapers, taken care of me,
and somehow found time to go back to work:) What a trooper! Another way in which I have been truly blessed:)
With that, I'll leave you with one last photo--Joslyn enjoying the outdoors in the back yard with big sister Odessa and I. She seemed to like the sound of the wind rustling the leaves around us, and the swaying of the tree branches above us... It's never too early to introduce a love of the earth around us!

Thanks to all of you for your thoughtfulness and generosity from the day we broke the "news" oh so long ago, and especially these last few weeks since our "news" has arrived:) Hugs and love to you all!
Kateo (aka Momma!)